it's been 9 days, and 7 hours
and this gonna kill me.

I never in this kind of relationships before.
Long Distance Relationship or LDR is when two people love each other but they separated in distance, such in different town, different country or different planet.
after I did it in a week, its harder than I thought.
eventhough its only Jakarta-Bandung which need 2 hours.
maybe on the first, second, third day is ok, we often keep in touch. In the morning, day, night after he went home. with bbm, or maybe little phone. he always let me know when he went to work, lunch, and already finished. he usually tell me don't forget to eat or pray. and said good nite to me.

and the hardest part is I can't wait for weekend, I always want that day pass quickly so we can meet.
when he came I feel so happy, we enjoyed that time. 12 hours we spent together, for watch movie, lunch, karaoke, and window shopping. one day for a week.
but, after one day together I must get ready for another week without him. its terrible.

one day, our communication become less than before.
i don't know why, maybe he is so busy like celebrity now. so he don't have enough time to just remind me to eat.
in that day i only had 4 rows bbm from him in the morning when he went, 5 rows in the afternoon while he was in a rush to enter the class. and nothing at night. -______-
but, he finally called me in 8.10 p.m
oh crap. i really wanna screaaaam.
why you did it to me. :'(

but, i have decided to accept you to be my boyfriend so i must accept you just the way you are. how hard it is.
i try.
but you know what, its not only you who need a care and love. from the deepest of my heart, I need it too, really.

ok, to make me stronger. i found some Quotes 'bout LDR

"Distance means so little when someone means so much."

and

"I know when I leave, the distance will keep us apart. But distance, no matter how far, can't change these feelings in my heart ~ Unknown Author" 

I hope you're into the 2nd Quotes.
hehe.
miss u.
:*

.dila.

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